I was thinking about the finality of it all - how somebody can leave your world in the blink of an eye and be gone forever. It's too enormous to think about. It's too hard. And then you're supposed to go on, right, like just deal with it, I mean really you're supposed to be sad for as long as the flowers last and then, oh, time to go back to telling jokes and reminiscing about the good old days. -OneTreeHill